As most of you know I am battling Lupus SLE & Lupus Myositis. This has been a very difficult week with this nasty disease. I keep going because I deny that I have it most of the time. When I look at myself and how I have changed from all of the medicine then I know it is true.
When I get up and am so tired I can barely walk to the mailbox and back, I know I have this nasty disease. When I find myself having trouble breathing then I know it is true I have Lupus.
I try to leave stress at the door but sometimes I can't let go of it and that really brings on the flares. Who can go without stress in their life???? I trust with all my heart in God and live on faith but it is hard sometimes.
I want to be there for my husband that sometimes is getting less than more. I feel for him because he misses so much of me.
He goes to bed everynight without me as I wait for sleep to come. Sometimes about 3:00 am
and then up at about 7:00 am. the fatigue is so intense you just can't sleep.
ENOUGH of that--------Praying hard that I will have a good tomorrow & Saturday.
I will be at Southern Market this Saturday working in their TAILGATE Sale
July 25, 2009 10:00 until 6:00 Hope to see you there
Everything outside is on SALE!
I will let you know how I make it!
Keep me in your prayers! TATaTaTaTaTa
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